back at school.

It's bizarre being back. The apartment is different and new and weird. but it's starting to be okay

I like my roommates. and I'm excited for classes.

and I know that there's a guy waiting back home who loves me. I can 100% trust that he's waiting.
and that's good.

Today I went to work and it was long and it sucked.

Then went shopping for a bit. I like shopping, it's fun. It's an expensive habit unfortunately.

Then visited Kyle. He gave me a massage because I was dying in pain, and it felt so good. We cuddled and watched TV.
it was weirdly like how I used to be with Mike. Down to the same TV show we used to watch together, actually. American Dad.
But it didn't feel anything like how it was with Mike. with Mike it was familiar and comfortable and a bit boring. with Kyle, every part of my body that touches his is electrified and I pay more attention to feeling his heartbeat and his breath than I do to the show.
That sounds weird now...
but the point is, Mike was background for me. I liked him being there, but he could have been replaced by any warm body to snuggle with.
Kyle is Kyle. He's irreplaceable.

came home, tried on my costume again. I'm a pretty pretty princess!

Kyle

I think I'm in love.

Abandoned!

I went to hang out with Kyle today. We had a whole evening together planned.
Then his friends (well also my friends, really, but they're closer with him) called up and invited him for a night out drinking.

I could have gone, they did invite me, but I had shit to do. But I still got my time in bed with Kyle and I got to have dinner with him.
of course the dinner was with Logan hanging around and they were talking about con stuff I'm not supposed to know about...

can I just say though, I've suddenly stumbled into having a place in the brony fandom. I'm dating one of the council members of Bronycon. And I...am not sure if I can say what else I'm doing. No one reads this blog. but just in case.

But yeah. it's cool having a spot. Maybe I'll eventually get to the point that people know who I am? Probably not. But I get to know some things before other people.

Not that I'll tell you.

Today was long and great

I spent WAY too much money today ugh
but it was worth it. I got all the blindbag ponies.
I spent a lot of time with Kyle.
That was more worth it.

The next week is going to be a Kyle week.  I get to see him five days. :D

I don't know why I'm falling for him so much so fast, but it's a crazy ride and I'm loving every minute of this.

Boyfriend~

Kyle is officially my boyfriend now!
yaaaaay

so yeah, I'm in a good mood.

What do I do with this blog now? It was intended to chronicle getting over Mike, and now I've moved on already.

I'm gonna keep going. Who knows if this turns out to be a rebound or what.

blegh

I don't know what to think today. Haven't heard from Kyle at all.
:(

I'm telling myself that you know, he works, he's not feeling well, he has a million reasons for not being online. And it's not like he's ignoring me--he's not talking to anyone.

He's never been too talkative before. I just thought maybe since we are a something now? he'd at least say hi.

He did say yesterday that I didn't have to worry about losing him. We've been talking about things we're doing together in the future. There's no sign of our something ending.

Why can't I stop thinking about him?

I'm not so lonely anymore.

Um...I didn't post yesterday.
Why? because I have a new guy. His name is Kyle, and apparently he's liked me since I met him over a month ago at my first brony meetup. He's amazing.
We're dating now, but not exactly a couple yet.

he's just great.

I'm happy.