A day off is wonderful.

I haven't slept much today tbh. But I've gotten ahead on so much that I wanted to do, so I'm in a good mood.

but rushing off to a movie now so short post today!

emails

I had this post all set to go about how today sucked at work and I'm tired and blah.

Then right before I started typing, Mike emailed me.

He sent me the lyrics to the Beaver Song from HIMYM. He is a dork.
and I realized. I don't really have him around anymore, but I haven't totally lost him. I still have him emailing me about things we both find funny.

Now all I have to do is not be in love with that dork and I'll be good.
easier said than done.

Busy busy busy

THERE IS SO MUCH TO DO AND SO LITTLE TIME TO DO IT IN
WHY DO I HAVE TO WORK SO MUCH

Why am I doing this?

I've been keeping this blog up for almost two months now, and I've only gotten one comment.

To be fair, I have no good idea of how long a blog takes to get off the ground.

I don't want to drop everything and be a full-time blogger (although skipping out on McDonald's would be fantastic) but I do want to feel like I'm not alone when I'm whining about missing Mike or how much my job sucks or how I have no time to do anything.

But the fact is right now I am alone. I just don't want to be.

So, the question's back: why do I continue blogging? Half the time I forget about it and post something lazy and short.

There's no answer that I can think of. I just know I have no plans to stop.

I'm writing about a journey of getting over my first love. That journey isn't over. I cried about him just a few hours ago. Okay, I was listening to Adele, so that didn't help, but still.

That journey may never be over. Who knows?

I'm not good with schedules okay

Yesterday was website day.

http://www.myfridgefood.com/

A cool site that gives you the answer when you're staring in your fridge and don't know what to eat. Put in what you have, and get a recipe!


and as for me today? I'm okay, but tired.

Oh.

I'm talking to Mike again today and it is really hard.
I just want to scream at him WHY AREN'T I GOOD ENOUGH?
but I'm restraining myself.

I did finally ask him why he dumped me right before finals. I don't feel like sharing the answer, but I'm satisfied with it.
I miss him, and I miss having a boyfriend, but I'm at a point where I don't miss him as a boyfriend. I think it's a good point to be at, but it still really sucks.

I want to stop crying.

Meetup day!

I ran a meetup today and it was fun times.
Went to Kimball Farms, met a bunch of people, got ice cream, and played minigolf and arcade games.
Lost terribly at all the games, still had fun.
Saw some bees and didn't freak out! woohoo!

Brought everyone back to my house and we played some DDR, watched ponies.

It's been a good day.