Saturday, September 29, 2012

Things happened today!

This morning I woke up ridiculously early due to a fire alarm.
Turned out someone left an iron on.

Then I went shopping with Robyn.
I got pony stuff.
I didn't get things I knew Kyle wanted so I kind of feel bad, but I really couldn't afford to just give him a present.

Friday, September 28, 2012

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

So tired

Days like this I just want to cuddle up with a book and a boyfriend and stop thinking about my life.

but I can't.

It's not that anything's really wrong, it's just...busy. And I'm tired of being busy.

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

okay then

The Perry drama has come full circle.

I can't say everything, but yeah, Perry left our group.

I really hope he isn't reading this.

Friday, September 21, 2012

Going home!

Tomorrow, I get to go to the Big E.
Then I go home.
And then I see Kyle!


Thursday, September 20, 2012

Today is a day.

Today I went to classes and ditched out on a meeting I was supposed to go to because I just did NOT feel like doing it.
If I had to, I would have, but I didn't have to.

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

keeping up

I'm thinking about making a post every other day instead of daily.
My life just isn't interesting anymore.

well, I'll give it some time.

Monday, September 17, 2012

Early post today

I try to get a post done every day after I get the things I need to get done out of the way.
I finished all that early.
It feels nice.

I'm more social today and missing people less. Although I still miss my friends, and Kyle, it doesn't hurt as bad as it did.

Sunday, September 16, 2012

Get off my blog, Perry.

I'll address this to the other imaginary readers, when I know Perry's the only one reading it.

So Perry is this guy in my group of friends who is, to be blunt, a creeper.
He Google stalks everyone in our group for no apparent reason, which makes him more creepy.

Yesterday, he found out about the existence of this blog. I trust that since then, he's been on an epic quest to find me.
Which shouldn't be hard because he knows my Google account name? but if he'd found it by now I bet he would have said something.
Also he doesn't know what I use for a blogging platform. If he thinks I have a tumblr, well, sucks for his search.

The thing is, Perry knows I don't like him.
So I don't want him reading my blog. I mean, it's like my diary now, and he has no sense of privacy.

Saturday, September 15, 2012

I'm so lonely.

I miss my friends back home.
I know at this point it's only one year, and then I'm pretty much going to be Boston fulltime. That's my plan, anyways.
But it still hurts a lot.
I feel like there's no one to talk to about random things.
There's no one who cares about my professors being anti sci-fi, which is usually one of my favorite rants.
I've talked enough about Kyle, but I miss him so bad too. If he has time for video games, why does he never have time for a skype call?

I'm sick of crying.
 It's 3 weeks until I go home for a visit. That's a long time.

I just want to reach out to someone and say make me less lonely. Ideally, yeah, Kyle, but he's not here right now.
No one's here right now.

Perry since chances are you've found this blog by now and are my only reader at the moment, maybe you'll talk to me. Even though I really don't want to be friends with you, talking to you is at least better than being so totally alone.

Friday, September 14, 2012


I just did some exercise and it wasn't too fun, but I needed it.
Now to make some pizza for dinner!

Thursday, September 13, 2012

I don't like long days.

My days are just long and tiring now and to be honest I'm sick of that.
I want to sleep in and do nothing.

Well tomorrow a big bunch of nothing is coming. Looking forward to it!

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

things are getting okay.

I got my homework done (although tomorrow's is looking INSANE) and I have things done.
I'm on track.

Plus I had some Kyle time.

I miss him but talking to him is good.

Sunday, September 9, 2012

my feet hurt.

why are shoes so difficult to deal with? I wish sometimes I could just always go barefoot, that would be easy....

Saturday, September 8, 2012


Today I went into town and it rained hard, I got soaked.
My roommate made cookies and they were awesome.
And now I'm going to make some dinner tonight that I hope will be awesome.
And as I type, I'm listening to people judge my voice.
gonna wait to see what they say before I post.
I've been judged on the quality of my recording! thanks. talk about the singing.

oh, well they like me, and I am in an actual singing contest now.
no money, fame or fortune. just a little bit of internet recognition.

Friday, September 7, 2012

tired and sore.

Today I didn't do so much busy stuff, but I kept pretty busy.
Applied for a writing job. Worked for my other writing job. Just did pilates. And I'm making dinner tonight.
And now I finally finally! get some Kyle time.
well virtual Kyle time, he's still not here. obviously. but he will be maybe eventually!

Thursday, September 6, 2012

little less busy.

I got the best rejection letter yet for my novel.
Basically it was the premise is really good, but the writing needs work.
Okay, I can improve the writing. I'm always improving with writing. I will totally work on this.

Also, I wasn't in class till fuckoclock at night, and I got a free dinner. Good day!

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

so tired

apparently, Tuesdays and Wednesdays will both be super long days.
I miss talking to Kyle. we haven't had time to talk in a while.

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

classes are hard!

I'm honestly just super tired now.
Left my apartment around 2ish, just now getting back at 10:30.
this will not be a normal thing, but I can expect a lot of time away from my apartment...good thing I can at least take my laptop with me, so I can get homework and stuff done!

I miss my friends. and Kyle. and people.

Monday, September 3, 2012

back at school.

It's bizarre being back. The apartment is different and new and weird. but it's starting to be okay

I like my roommates. and I'm excited for classes.

and I know that there's a guy waiting back home who loves me. I can 100% trust that he's waiting.
and that's good.