Bad things today

As it turns out, I may not be able to finish my creative writing class.
I'm not okay with this. It's devastating. This is my favorite class and I was extremely lucky to get in it.
I don't know how I'll manage that last semester if I don't have it.

but it's looking like it's either drop it or wait another year to graduate.

things and stuff

My blog posts aren't creative anymore.

I turned down a job today, because it was a lot of work for not a lot pay, and it just all felt fishy.

did I do the right thing?

I'm not good at this.

if I actually remembered to blog every single day, would I have more readers?
or do I need longer posts?

or advertising might be helpful.

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Here's the thing.
Every single month, I worry about my period being late.
Sometimes it is, sometimes it isn't. I'm under quite a bit of stress right now and that's going to make it worse.
but I'm going to worry.
It's going to come, I'm sure of it.
but the worry is still there.

I just want it to come and leave already.

I don't even know today

Last night Kyle was driving for hours through a storm, and kind of implied while texting me (not texting while driving-he was a passenger) that he wasn't going to make it.

But he's okay now and that is a GIANT relief.
According to other people who were in the car with him, he was actually terrified and just exaggerated, but it was a bad storm.