too much work

Today I am just tired.
So many classes and so much work and I'm really getting burned out.
Does it get easier after this, or harder?

hopefully whatever job I get when I graduate won't require me to be working from 11am to 11pm.
I just have SO MUCH to do!
2 days to write a paper ggagargane;gjanre;gjbar;iojrbagikanegbjar e kfgrafgj

Long long long day

Backpack + 5 lb textbook + laptop + 20 minute walk = terribly sore shoulder.

I need a massage like now.

So tired

Days like this I just want to cuddle up with a book and a boyfriend and stop thinking about my life.

but I can't.

It's not that anything's really wrong, it's just...busy. And I'm tired of being busy.

sweat.

I just did some exercise and it wasn't too fun, but I needed it.
Now to make some pizza for dinner!

tired and sore.

Today I didn't do so much busy stuff, but I kept pretty busy.
Applied for a writing job. Worked for my other writing job. Just did pilates. And I'm making dinner tonight.
And now I finally finally! get some Kyle time.
well virtual Kyle time, he's still not here. obviously. but he will be maybe eventually!

so tired

apparently, Tuesdays and Wednesdays will both be super long days.
I miss talking to Kyle. we haven't had time to talk in a while.

classes are hard!

I'm honestly just super tired now.
Left my apartment around 2ish, just now getting back at 10:30.
this will not be a normal thing, but I can expect a lot of time away from my apartment...good thing I can at least take my laptop with me, so I can get homework and stuff done!

I miss my friends. and Kyle. and people.

when will I not be tired?

I'm guessing never again.

oh well. I'm an accomplished person now, really.
I manage to handle schoolwork (oh shit, forgot that, will be doing as soon as I finish this post) and actual work and con stuff and my own projects and keep deadlines.
It's a lot to do, but I'm managing it.
and keeping a boyfriend at the same time!

how? no sleep.

All Work and No Pay

I haven't been to McDonald's for 4 days because I've been sick.
but I've been craaaazy busy.

This con better be fucking worth it is all I can say.

Today's website!
https://www.jasminejade.com/t-writerscircle.aspx
Submission guidelines for erotica. in the case I ever want to write erotica.
...which honestly I kind of do, just can't really make myself do it.

Long day at work.

Today was a crazy busy and crazy long day.
I'm getting better about Mike though. I'm still thinking about him, but not all the time, and it hurts a lot less.

There's still times when I just start crying over him, but they're a lot fewer now.

A day off is wonderful.

I haven't slept much today tbh. But I've gotten ahead on so much that I wanted to do, so I'm in a good mood.

but rushing off to a movie now so short post today!

Busy busy busy

THERE IS SO MUCH TO DO AND SO LITTLE TIME TO DO IT IN
WHY DO I HAVE TO WORK SO MUCH

Tired.

I want to wake up without an alarm clock again and it will be two weeks until I do so.
Sleep is my best friend.

Today was all work and ugh tired

Long day

Things that happened today:
1. work
2. sat in traffic for an hour and a half
3. pony karaoke
4. pass out in exhaustion
5. not think about Mike. this makes it a good day.

Anddd I forgot to do an article thing yesterday, so here's one now:

Laura Jane Grace may not be a name you recognize. But maybe you have heard of Tom Gabel, lead singer of Against Me!

They’re actually the same person.

Tom Gabel has recently come out as transgendered, and plans to live her life as a woman. She’s hoping that her fans will accept her, and she plans on continuing to make music.

And it seems that so far, the fans don’t have a problem with her announcement. Comments from the fans are generally supportive, even if they sometimes use the wrong pronoun.

“good for him for being honest wish u a happy life Tom Gabel I love him”

“More power to her, that's some brave s--- right there.”

“Other people going through similar situations need to know they're not alone. “

The president of GLAAD (Gay & Lesbian Alliance Against Defamation) has said, “Tom is displaying extraordinary courage by coming out as transgender after already establishing herself as a rock star. For many of the band's fans, this may be the first time they're actually thinking about transgender people and the bravery it sometimes takes in order to be true to yourself.”

So what this situation comes to is that no one is angry with Tom for her decision. No one is offended. Her fans, many of whom do not understand what it means to be transgendered, support her and wish her the best.

Her brave announcement has proven that people can accept what society has long deemed unacceptable. Views of transgendered people are changing, and hopefully soon everyone will understand and accept them.

Work and stress

Here is a list of all I am currently working on:
-my actual job
-2 paid writing jobs (which I am so glad I've got but they do take time)
-working for my dad whenever he needs me to
-Lyra cosplay
-Celestia and Luna cosplay
-mane 6 gala dresses cosplay
-another cosplay that's a secret
-painting a Rainbow Dash on a camera case
-voice acting
-videos of myself singing for my youtube account
-cleaning out my basement
-a puzzle
-planning when I can go to meetups
-cooking dinner a few times a week
-creating a pony-based game
-this blog

Yeah, so my life would be a lot less busy if I wasn't working on anything pony related, but then that wouldn't be fun, would it? Seriously, most of my friends I now know through ponies.

but it's just a lot to do in what feels like absolutely no time.

I'm so tired of being busy.

I like being busy, but I'm tired of the constant feeling that I just do not have enough time to even exist.

Although it's helping me talk to Mike about stuff. I'm too tired to care that he dumped me.

Article: Summer drinks

Today's post is super late because I've been busy.
um...yeah.
Article day I think?

Best summer drinks (most of which I have not tried):

Long Island Iced Tea

1 part vodka
1 part tequila
1 part rum
1 part gin
1 part triple sec
1 1/2 parts sweet and sour mix
1 splash Coca-Cola®

It doesn’t really taste like iced tea. But it can get you drunk pretty fast.

Pina Colada

3 oz light rum
3 tbsp coconut cream
3 tbsp crushed pineapple

With all these sweet and tasty ingredients, how can you go wrong?

Margarita

1 1/2 oz tequila
1/2 oz triple sec
1 oz lime juice

Classic drink if you want to get crazy drunk.

Sangria

1 Bottle of red wine

1 Lemon cut into wedges

1 Orange cut into wedges

2 Tbsp sugar

2 Cups ginger ale or club soda

Sangria is just awesome. Good for a casual drink with friends.

This drink has no name ‘cause I made it up

16 oz water with 1 pack Crystal Light White Cranberry Peach

1 shot raspberry vodka

I originally named this Korra because I was watching The Legend of Korra at the time, but I’d also already had three or four of them and I was pretty drunk. So now idk about the name. but this tastes like candy and it’s good.

I have no more time ugh

Today has been LONG.
Got up at 5. Worked for seven hours. Took a break to catch up on things that I haven't done, and then went out to Boston to meet some bronies and watch the Venus transit. Didn't see the transit because it was cloudy, but we hung out at Starbucks and watched the webcast from NASA. Ran some errands after the meetup and made it home around 10.

And I've also agreed to do more writing work, more VA work, and now I'm taking painting commissions. In addition to continuing McDonald's and keeping up with exercising, seeing bronies on weekends, and eventually summer classes.

Well at least I'll be too busy to care about Mike, eh?

Games today

Went to a new meetup group for gaming.
The games were fun, but the people made me feel just a little eh. None were my age and it slightly weirded me out. I felt like I was intruding on some other family's game night, since there legit was a family there...
then I came home and I've been working on quite a few projects. It's fun to be so busy.

I meant to email Mike today. Because, I don't know, I told myself I would talk to him.
And uh. I haven't done that. I will. Maybe.