blegh

I don't know what to think today. Haven't heard from Kyle at all.
:(

I'm telling myself that you know, he works, he's not feeling well, he has a million reasons for not being online. And it's not like he's ignoring me--he's not talking to anyone.

He's never been too talkative before. I just thought maybe since we are a something now? he'd at least say hi.

He did say yesterday that I didn't have to worry about losing him. We've been talking about things we're doing together in the future. There's no sign of our something ending.

Why can't I stop thinking about him?